Is this...

Is this how it should be?
Is this as good as it gets?
I was under the impression that it was so lovely.
Not fighting till there's nothing left.
Is this normal?
Is this right?
I mean it isn't horrible,
But for everything I have to fight.
Is this really what is best?
Is this the worst part?
Please tell me it gets better than this.
Please DON'T tell me this is just the start.