Tis the Season

Well tis the season to be jolly right.. Christmas shopping, Christmas drivers, and Christmas stress lol.. Hey but it wouldn't be Christmas time without all that right? lol Well I won't really have much time to write this week due to all the crazy holidayness... lol but i"ll try. if not then have Happy Holidays.. A Happy Christmas and a Merry New Year.

work work work

omg can we talk real quick how work is crazy busy.. i can't even breathe, i barley could make it to the restroom.. i swear.. i don't even know how i'm attempting to type right now lol... i.... need.... a..... break!

Rainy Days

Ever notice how the rain makes you want to just snuggle up at home infront of the fire? The gloomy days... the rain hits against the window slowly dripping down... I love the rain. I despise the drivers that act like it's not raining and drive like 80mph, and then there's the drivers that think because it's raining you have to drive like 30mph ont he fwy.. wtf lol. Ugh! killing the joy of the rain. haha. well Larry's home today, so hopefully I'll get home and get to snuggle in bed watchin a movie or something... Yay! In other news.. the Lakers won last night. The dude from "americas most wanted" finally had his son's case closed which started in 1981. And my puppies were taken to go get spayed today.. i'm soo scared for them. They have to have surgery. Mooh is only 7 months but Lala is 4 yrs old... I hope they're okay... =( I just want to pick them up and snuggle with them too. hehe

Life isn't Eazeeee

haha, you're probably thinking "no shit" about the title.. but seriously, I was having a convo with the better half this morning, and we've come to terms with life just gets harder and harder lol. My man is soo gifted and talented he has plenty of options for his future, but for a man that has troubles making decisions when he is presented with options this might be hard for him lol. He has to look at it as a blessing not a curse. Plenty of people would love to be in his shoes, don't get it twisted - he appreciates what he's been blessed with, it's just a matter of what to do with it next ya kno... I think everyone goes thru that, I know I do. I'm blessed with the gift of being a good listener and comforting people, everyone comes to talk to me... EVERYONE lol my work office is like a therapy room I'm surprised they haven't bought me a couch hehe... it's just a matter of doing something positive with it, like going to skewl and getting a degree in Psychology... but then when it's "work" will I enjoy it the same or will I dread it.... ugh, life isn't Easy let me tell you hahaha... well that's whats on the brain right now... thinking positive and knowing he'll make the right decision, the right decision is whatever is best for him and will make him happy... gooooo Lareeeeze!

Myspace

Hello All. well this weekend was pretty kewl. Larry had to work overtime on Friday night so we had dinner and just chillaxed. Saturday we went shopping then to dinner at Cheescake Factory (yummy) and then to the moives. We saw "4 Christmas's" and something about the earth dieing world ending.. they were both pretty good. 4 Christmas's was hillarious. Sunday I went to my moms and spent time with the kiddies and larry relaxed. Then I went home and just chilled. We watched the Laker game and crashed...

On another note, I have entered back into the world of myspace. It was more just to keep in touch with friends that I have lost along the way. . . I don't want no drama on it or nothing. Just strictly friends and family. and to keep me occupied at work. I'm still working on it, so I haven't sent any request out yet. But I will. Let's keep our fingers crossed hehe

Universal Mind Control

Really on this song right now... love that common right thur... It's old skewl makes you wanna start breakdancing haha.. yesterday cleaned house and visited with the rents. It was kewl. Today the damn tredmills at the gym were broken messed up my whole cycle lol.. anywho mom's comin over today to see the puppies and chilax. She's also gonna see my chrismas lights aww precious! this weekend is lookin pretty lay back with a trip to santa ana to get my car looked at by my daddy... in other news i heard that sometime next year gas is suppose to be under a dollar...???? wtf??? do you believe it.. hmmm i'm sceptical about it.. but i guess we'll see right.. well enjoy the song and hit you up tomorrow.. one luv

HUMP DAY!

So far it seemed like the week was flyin by.. but today is dragginfor some reason.. ugh.. anywho last night I let Skyler roam around the house as I usualy do and why did he straight fly into my christmas tree took me like 30 min to get him out.. haha.. i was soo pissed. Today goin over mi madres for dinner then headin home to clean (Yay). haha. Well nothing to crazy or interesting over here, so i'll cut it short today... toodles

Aint Nothin To It But To Do It

What it is wiz! Went home early from work yesterday due to my tiredness... Today I was refreshed for shizzle.. I got up went to the gym got a good work out. Came to work and jumped into it... shoot you know there aint nothin to it but to do it. Stayin late at work today to make up my hours... got a dentist appointment tomorrow lets see how that goes haha... I heard on the news today about some 8 year kid that planned and followed thru on killing his father and grandfather... an 8 year old kid.. that is ca-ray-zee for real.. I couldn't believe it... On another note I miss Larry... he went to work last night then went home... so he won't be there when i get home today... aww tear* I know I know I just saw him... but sometimes you just have those moments where you can't get enough of your significant other.. and then there's times when you had too much of em hahaha... its greeeattt =) love you baby...

Weekend

Friday I totally forgot to write, I don't even know what happened. haha. After work went home, Larry was watching the Laker game, I cooked some bomb steak and rice-a-roni (larry's fav) we ate dinner then went to my moms and hung out with her. Just the three of us chillin it was great hehe. We went home and chillaxed. Saturday was soo fun. We got up and I took Skyler to go get a check up they said he's doing great. Then we took the puppies to my moms to get their nails cut. Next we were off to the tree farm and picked up my tree grabed some grub and headed home. Decorated my tree and house and drank a little and knocked out. Sunday was a def chilax day. I went grocery shopping and christmas shopping. (a little overboard). Wrapped gifts and watched "Wanted" that movie is soooo dope. That's the weekend (the short version) haha. Today I am soo tired i...must... go... home haha. aight g2g

He Loves Me - Loves You NOT

ahhh how precious it is to be loved by someone. There's nothing more great than to know the person you love loves you right back =) of coarse there will be haters, I mean who wants a guy that no other chicks want?? So all the "wanters" and "haters" can step, you don't stress us. lol. We just laugh at you and how mezmorized you must be by our love that you focus your attention and time on us... We are totally like... FAMOUS.. haha. One day we talk about marriage, the next our future together, the next building a family together... what do you talk about??? I wonder, it's definetly nothing that I listed. Remember we return home to eachother and spend our free time with eachother... where r u during all of this? hmmm... thats right.. nooooo where, sitting at home wishing you had a love like ours hahaha... okay i'm bored with you now I gotta go... Peace

Things aren't soo black and white.

There is a shade of Grey!

It's funny how sometimes people want it their way or no way...

they think things are soo black and white.

when reality is there is a shade of Grey..

There are such things as "compromises" haha

That's why you should be thankful if you have people in your life

that take a step in and make you see

that shade of grey.

I'm thankful for everyone i have... all of my shades of grey!!!

CAN'T SAY I DON'T DESERVE TO TAKE A BREAK. YOU RATHER

SEE ME CATCH A CASE & WATCH MY FUTURE FADE AWAY...

well... the title says it. I think I deserve a break from all this craziness in my life. If only we could just do that... you know like when you get tired of a relationship you can "take breaks" instead of completly ending the relationship... well if only you could take a break from your life, not end it.. (oh no).. just a break, be some one else for like a week or two. That would be great haha.. I don't mean away from everything in my life, just some things.. anywho that was just the randomness of the day hehe.

I Pray For Patience

I pray for Patience! I do... I just wish it would come soon. lol. I pray for patience with life, love, family, and friends. I love to help people out and lend a helping hand, I pray for the patience for some to take that helping hand. Sometimes people think I have an alterior motive, but if you get to know me, you'll know I just get a joy out of listening to those that need to be heard, and just being there for any one... i love to be needed hehe. On another note, I pray for patience for those that hate on my relationship with Larry. You'd be surprise to know that there are some out there.. booo for them. Larry and I have been together 2 years and 2 months, threw all the haiting and people tryin to interfere... most of them got pushed out of the picture, and some still try to creep their way back in.. but we see beyond you... I pray for patience with these "haters"... they will go away in time... i just have to have patience...

On a lighter note.. Thanksgiving was GRRREAT! Larry's family was soooo great. My family had a few mishaps, but hey it wouldn't be an "alcaraz holiday" with out drama ya dig! Larry really put it down this weekend on being there for me when I needed him. Thanks luv! Mika was suppose to come over and chill I was soo excited, but again a few mishaps took place.. boo! but another time for sure. I got a new birdy, Sky was actin up yo! 4realz... she was biting and I found out she was an older bird not meant to be a pet.. i was scammed???? NO!>. yes! so I traded her in and got a young birdy boy SKYLER haha, and he's great. I love him I do!... aight yo, gotta get back to work ttyl hope you had a good holiday