Be Thankful For What You DO Got

Gobble Gobble, it's almost turkey day (Yay). Sorry I couldn't get to you yesterday, it was a busy day at work. Today will be too, but I got some time right now. Anywho so tomorrow is thanksgiving right? A great day of food, family, and appreciation. Like the song says "stop complaining about what you don't got and be thankful for what you DO got" I am indeed thankful for a lot of things. I'm most thankful for family and friends. I'm thankful for the big heart that I have, and the strength that I carry. I'm thankful for the people I can trust, and that have been truthful and loyal to me. I am thankful for love, laughter, and appreciation. I am thankful for my puppies and the joy they bring. I am thankful for the happiness that I experience period, no matter what may cause it. there is sooo much to be thankful for. Make sure you take advantage of the day and everyday to let those around you know you are thankful they are there. Have a safe and happy turkey day... GOBBLE GOBBLE!

No Telling Wher Life WIll Take Ya

Hello, well sorry it took so long to write, today has been ca-ray-zee at work. With the holiday schedule we are cramming everything into 3 days... geesh. anywho, this weekend was a rollarcoaster in itself... no seriously... we even went to Disneyland and actually "got on rolarcoasters" haha... We went for Larry's best friend Julians bday it was fun, i'll post pictures another time. But the christmas lights and sno and shows was grrreat I loved it. That was Saturday. Friday we just chilled at home. Sunday we lounged alllll day. We were both really tired...

Things happen in life, in friendships, in relationships, that make you scared, happy, and scared. A rollar coaster of emotions. You questions things, you have doubts, you get reasurred, you have doubt about your reasurrance... right now i'm soooo "i don't know"... that it scares me... about life, love, and my persuit towards happiness... i don't know where this life is gonna take me... i just know where it has me at right now.. and I don't even know how i feel about it.. one minute i'm excited the next i'm scared... ugh a rollarcoaster i sware... just wanted to give you an idea of where I'm at right now. . . i know it's not much and probabley made you feel like "what, idk" haha. thanks for joining me*

Look in the Mirror

the words of Bob Marley!

*i just think people should take a look in mirror*

before they attempt to make judgements on others

that's all for todays kids, Hope you have a safe & good weekend see ya Monday

people will try to take you down, but you have to ignore them and stand tall,

through my trials and bumpy roads, i've become emotionally disconnected.

Sadly that makes me some what cold. Almost like IDGAF.

that's sad, i can be wounded as i've said before. but i will

not be broken. i'm strong on my own or with support.

i'm here in this world to do my thing!

and no matter what people do to me .... huh...

I'm not going no where! ima keep livin my life

Allergic to a Counterfeit

One of my biggest pepeevs in life is people being fake. I'm one to keep it real. Sometimes, that's one of my best qualities, an other times it's one of my worst qualities. The point is you'll never have to worry about me sugar coating anything because I'm true, and I'm real. I don't regret things in life because i feel you obviously made the choice to do something cuz at that moment you wanted to. Sometimes I'm extremly insecure because I know there are very few people out there that are real. The usually give me some artificial story, or some sort of counterfeit line. I'm tired of it, I want to believe in people and trust they'll do right, but if most people in my life that are "close" to me lied, or decieved me... how can i just trust someone right off the back? It's hard (like most things) but i try. still some times things seem suspect... and make me question who is real and who isn't in my life. I just want people to be straight up. Some say I ask a lot of questions... but thats because I grew up taught that in order to get the full truth you got to ask the right questions... it's a habbit I try to break but still it causes problems from time to time... I dunno just ramblin now, but my point is don't ask a question unless you can handle the truthful answer, i ask a lot of questions cuz all i'm searching for is the truth... "i'm allergic to counterfeit" this is true, i'm tired of the fake bull shit, just be straight up with me and tell the truth, be real, as real as I am to you...

Gonna Be a Shining Star!

This blog entry is for a specific someone... you should know who you are! I felt a need to dedicate one of my blogs to you because you are that special to me. I'm sooo proud of all that you've done and all that you've become. You are strong, smart, determined, and a deff go getta. You have gone through your bumpy roads, but you didn't let it defeat you. You have continued to shine through and show your skills. Your talent is above and beyond, it is soo real. I couldn't be more proud to say I know you. I know your dreams might feel out of your reach, but they really aren't that far... just know many people believe in you and some day you're gonna be a shinin star!

Got No Time for Them Haters

This weekend was great! Well besides the fires of coarse, my prayers go out to those that were effected by them. On Friday after work we ran some errands and then watched the Laker Game then just chilled at home. Saturday we went to go pick out my Christmas tree (Yay) I love doing that. We go to an actual Christmas tree farm thing, and it's still growing out the ground. We can go pick it up when ever we like.. I need more supplies though. Then we got some supplies from petco for the babies, and i got a sudden urge to just spend money (that i don't have) got Larry & myself some stuff it was fun. Drove out to Pasadena to check out some glasses for Larry and drove back, watched "Kung-fu Panda" I FREAKEN LOOOOVE this movie.. hehe. And jus drank and chilled. Sunday got up and ate crepes (sooo yummy) and went grocery shopping and just chilled at home watching movies while Larry worked on some designs (my hard working man). We laughed, chilled, went out, took a drive, played with the babies... everything that was needed for a refreshing weekend. ahhh

So my restricted calls seemingly came to a halt after my blog about them, then this weekend I got about 3 restricted calls sporadically but I'm like "ehh" i was having a great time with my man I aint got no time for them haters...

Everyone Needs Some Time

Yessssss it is Friday!! I couldn't be more excited for the weekend. For one I finally get to see Larry I haven't seen em since last Thursday. Two - I have my puppies now, so I get quality time with my babies. Third - the weekend has been long waited for because this week was freaken crap for me. Soooo much stuff was going on, too many migraines. I really intend on just relaxing at home with my babies, all of them (including Larry hehe). No phone calls, no text, no drama, jus chilaxin. YESSS! maybe even a good drive, I love drives. Anywho - Friday's are usually short so that's all for today. Have a good weekend. See you on Monday. Peace oooouuuut - 1luv