R.I.P. Lala 12/27/03 - 2/13/12

You will never be forgotten, you will forever have a place in my heart. My world will never be the same without you... I can't even type this without tearing up... you saw me through so many heartaches, helped me get through so much pain, & often times you were the only thing that could cheer me up. You weren't just a pet, or a dog, you were my child, my heart... I loved you with every ounce of me and now you are gone =*( I truly lost my very best friend.. no words can describe the heart ache I feel... I will love you always Lala... Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and all the wonderful memories you left behind, you will forever be missed...

December 27, 2003 - February 13, 2012

Diagnosis

Got the news today that Lala has cancer.. =*( couldn't help but cry, she is my world. I have had her forever, since 2003.  I always knew there would be a time she left us, just didn't think it would be soo soon. She is like my little girl, my child, and this kills me... I am trying to gather research on the Cancer. Just paid $125 today for blood work. On wednesday, I paid $300 for them to take a sample of her bump to see what it is, as well as an exam, and two medications. They want me to take her in on Monday for an ultrasound... that would be $350... in total that would be about $900... Is it wrong to be discussing money in this matter? If it was your child, would money be a factor?? but then again, I know this isn't my real child, but I swear she seems just like one.. don't know what i"m gonna do without my Lala... so sad.. =*(